Back to You

The pain is beyond comprehension
Caused by the injustice of having to give you up
The loss of you is like a black hole all consuming sucking every other need or desire up
But an illusion is all this is



In this moment with time completely frozen
I contemplate what will happen when everything again becomes real
The beauty of this night will stay with me forever


Selfish I will happily be
If it means I get you all to myself
The thought of anyone taking your attention away from me is enough to drive me mad
I want your passion for me to be all consuming
I want you to burn up from just my touch
I can’t bear to share you
I won’t even try
You are all mine



You demand of me what I can not give
Yet your happiness is all I want
The conflicting emotions I find myself facing are often overshadowed by your wants



Your soul calls to mine before you even cross the room fearlessly demanding the very essence of my femininity

I can hear the blood rush in my ears, feel my pulse pounding incessantly as you stalk me like prey

Your body hard, ready, and primed to conquer

Your unwavering eyes containing within them a dangerous promise that shoots a thrill through me


Momentary Lapse

Going to my secret place of solitude
I collapse gracelessly to my knees
The weight of my anguish proves to be much
Eyes red and swollen with my unshed tears
 I look to the heavens as I gather my breath
I dig my hands in the earth to anchor myself
I know that I am safe
That I am alone
For this one moment I can drop the façade and let go
So I scream
Until my throat is raw and my voice is gone
Only then, I cry soul-wrenching sobs from the deeps of my being
I cry until my eyes dry out
Then I pull my anchor
I reclaim my grace
I place my mask back on gathering my dignity and strength as it covers my face


Take Me On Valentine's Day

Take Me On Valentine's Day

Melissa sat on the sofa waiting for her husband to get home from his latest out of town trip this time. Looking down at her watch, she could see he should be walking in the door any second now. Things had been rough for them this past year and his job keeping him away so much is probably the only thing that’s kept them from getting a divorce. The thing was she was losing him and she had to do something quick because even though she never loved Achai more she never felt so far apart from him. Hell it’s almost been a year since they had sex and she was terrified to ask him if he was getting it elsewhere. Taking a deep calming breath she centered herself and pushed back all her fears tonight was not the night for all of that. Tonight she was going to get her husband back.


Take Me On Valentine's Day Recipie

Here is the recipie for shrimp and feta stew from the story it's really good give it a try:

Ingredients -
1/4 Cup Extra Virgin Olive Oil
1 Onion (chopped)
2 Cloves Garlic (minced)
3 Cups Diced Tomatoes (save the liquid)
2/3 Cups Dry White Wine
1 Teaspoon Dried Oregano
1 1/2 Teaspoons Salt
1 3/4 Pounds Large Shrimp (shelled and deveined)
1/4 Teaspoon Fresh Ground Black Pepper
1/4 Pound Feta Cheese (cut into 1/4-inch cubes)
4 Tablespoons Italian Parsley (chopped)

This One Kiss

Your lips brush mine like a soft caress from the wind
Forcing me to breathe you in as you capture my breath in return
Humbled by the intensity of the moment I become helpless as you poor your love your passion and all your emotion into this one kiss
In this moment I feel thousands of invisable strings working to knit us together
I feel you soul seeking mine magically recognizing me as it's other half
As my soft body melts into the hardness of yours both of us pour everything we have into this one blessed kiss
Understanding that words can not express
That words are not enough
Everydream we have
Every hope we dare to have
Every fear Every desire
into this one kiss

Buried Deep

I want to bury myself so deep inside you that there is no hope of seperation
I have no defenses against you
Logic and reason go right out the window the minute I hold you in my arms
I want to capture your last breath when you go to sleep at night
And give you the first in the morning when you rise
The need to posess you runs so deep it's primal
The need to mark you so that everyone knows your mine
The pleasure I get just from having you wrapped around me goes beyond comprehension
Whether this is just some sick obsession, short-lived lust, or true love
I'll take whatever you give me as long as I stay buried deep

Soul Tie

It’s that look you give me over your shoulder
The way you shyly flip your hair
 How you bite you lip when your nervous and the way you giggle when I stare
 The calm way you accept my domination
 the way you fearlessly submit
Your scent will forever remain unforgettable
 and your taste beyond compare
 I want to lose myself in your eyes
 I  want to hear you scream my name
 I want to make love to every part of you
 I want to tie your soul with mine

Head Over Heels

Looking into your eyes
I can't help but to get lost
Stupidly, Helplessly, Head over heels
One look at you and how could there ever be anyone else
Who could ever move me like you
Who could ever entrap me like you
Stupidly, Helplessly, Head over heels
I never had a chance
You gave me no choice
Looking into your eyes
How can I not get lost
Stupidly, Helplessly, Head over Heels

Caught Up

These feelings are overpowering
Overwhelmingly so
I'm feeling as if I'm flying
Gravity no longer has any meaning for me
I can no longer tell where you leave off and where I begin
We've become constant shadows in eachothers minds
Your hunger, desire, your dreams, your fears
I feel them beating away at me as if they were my own
I've loved you so hard I've disappeared
When did I get replaced with we?
I can't even remember what life was like before you
This mutual obsession we both share
This all consumming passion
I find it overpowering
Overwhelmingly so
I've loved you so hard that I've completly disappeared
Yet I find myself completly at peace caught up in your love


Making Love

You thrust into me as if you’ve finally returned home

My breath escapes me in a gust

You fleetingly leave me only to come back again

One Last Time/ An affair to remember

I wake up in the morning and stretch my aching limbs

The pleasant ache serves as the proof of your love from just the night before

I shift to move away but find myself quickly pulled back into steel wall that is your chest


Just A Taste

Please tell me it’s not to much to ask to demand one taste of you
I’ve wanted you for so long I’m sick with desire
I want to see you spread beneath me like a feast
With your lips bruised and swollen from my kisses


My Dark Lady

She is relentless in her persuit of me
always demanding acknowledgement
always wanting always taking
My dark lady thats what I call her
So intwinded is her fate with mine
I no longer can tell her desires from mine
My dark lady thats what I call her
the shadow that lurks inside me that I love to hate
She sometimes lightens her grip
but never enough for a true release
fearfull that another will stake its claim on me
My dark lady thats what I call her
Thats all she can ever be



If I were the ocean vast and smooth 
 than you'd be my sun burning bright and true
I'd be cooling and calm
you'd be warming and gay
we could waste our days just basking away
but just like real sun and the real sea
as much as they go together never the two shall meet